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Sunday, December 4th, 2005

Time:11:24 pm.
Snap!

I havent updated this since school started. Here's some stuff that has happened..

-Volleyball started
-I turned 18 on September 13
-Volleyball season ended..we were 14-10. 3rd in Districts, 5th in conference
-Gators beat the Volunteers, Bulldogs and FSU..AWESOME!!
-Harry Potter came out..can we say EXCITED?!!? Yeah I was excited. I saw it 2 times in 1 day. Once at midnight and then later on that day at 7 pm.
-Thanksgiving came and went.
-We have 10 days till Christmas Break!!

Sorry it's lame...but thats all I got!

xoxo

-Steph
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Sunday, August 7th, 2005

Time:4:03 pm.

Last Day of Summer!

See yall tomorrow!!

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Wednesday, July 20th, 2005

Subject:*ScHeDuLe*
Time:10:12 pm.
Mood: cranky.
1 Semester Quarter 1
Trigonometry-Robertson
Sex Ed-Geiger
Business Software App 1-Frye
Physics-Nanson

1 Semester Quarter 2
Economics-Berzins
Anyl Geometry (Trig part 2)-Robertson
Business App 1-Frye
Physics-Nanson

2nd Semester Quarter 3
Tv Production 3-Harris
Bus Software App 2-Frye
English 4-Vermillion
Spanish 2-TBA Fern

2nd Semester Quarter 4- Same as Quarter 3

Let me know what you got and if we have a class together
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Tuesday, July 19th, 2005

Time:12:17 am.
Well my life now can be explained in 2 words...

It sucks.

Alright..i leave for CIY on Sunday! Cant wait to get outta here!

Love Yall!! xoxo
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Friday, July 1st, 2005

Subject:*SeNiOr PiCs*
Time:11:26 am.
Mood: excited.

Here's some of my Senior Pics..hope yall like them!!

 

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Friday, June 24th, 2005

Time:10:44 am.
Mood: sore.

So far this summer has consisted of...

  • Work everyday. Feild trips every Tuesday with work. Pool days every Monday, Wednesday, Friday. So lets say I'm all pooled out.
  • Volleyball every Tuesday and Thursday.
  • Church Softball game every Thursday after volleyball.
  • Senior Pics. I go back July first to see how they came out. Im so excited.
  • Getting to see my boyfriend.

I leave to be a counsilor at a middle school camp July 3rd and I'll be home the 9th. Not long after that I leave for CIY. I cant wait. I need to get out of Jacksonville for a few days. Im sick of being here.

Alright Im out..just a lil update! xoxo

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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005

Time:12:16 pm.
Mood: amused.

hahaha..makes me laugh

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Monday, June 6th, 2005

Subject:*UpDaTiNg!!*
Time:12:11 am.
Mood: exhausted.

Sorry for the long time no entry..ive been pretty busy with work and all...so let me fill you on the past 2 weeks or so...

Well the past month or so I have met an incredible guy named Wes. He isa CHRISTIAN (the most important part) 6 foot, tan, brown eyes, dark brown hair, 18, just graduate from Bartram Trail Highschool, plays the drums, lives in Julington Creek and loves golf. I have only been dating him a week and I've only known him a lil over a month but this guy is amazing. He is such a gentlemen. Last Monday we went to the new mall and hung out. We went to every store and he opened every door for me. Then when it was time to leave he walked me to my car (he parked a long way away from me), opened it for me, i got in and he closed the door. After that we drove to Tinsletown and he opened my door for me and everything..even paid for my ticket. We went and saw the longest yard..great movie I must add.

So since then we have been talkin on the phone till like 2 am! Late I know but we start talkin and cant seem to stop. It's great. Saturday I went to his house and  we went swimming and hung out. It was such a great day. When he walked me to my car it was raining and he gave me a big hug (we were already wet b/c of the pool so i didnt mind standing out in the rain)  but anyways as soon as we let go..he goes wait a minute and he kinda leaned down and kissed me right there in the rain! It was so romantic. (tell me why all us girls have thoughts of being kissed in the rain) Then that night we went to Late Night at his church and out to eat afterwards. It was great. Anyways...he is outta town now. In Orlando with his family. He comes back Saturday though. Which is alright with me. I can live without my boyfriend for a week.

This week will go by quick anyways...its VBS! I go to work...1-5 and then VBS from 6-9..I'm also going to be dead by friday...ill be so tired. I can feel it now..im beat now and its only sunday!! ahh! oh well. I'll be okay. Alright well enough from me!! Love yall!! xoxo

 

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Monday, May 30th, 2005

Subject:*ThE pErFeCt SuMmEr!!*
Time:7:42 pm.
Mood: excited.

Summer has been PeRfEcT!!!!

Work is so much fun! I have a blast every day!! I'm workin with kids (I LOVE Kids) and I get sun! So I'll be super dark when school starts!

I got myself a boyfriend!!! He's adorable and a Christian so I'm happy! If you wanna see a pic of him go to my Myspace and check him out and tell me what ya think

My friends are awesome. I love them!!

Alright thats it!! Love Yall!

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Friday, May 27th, 2005

Subject:*PlEaSe Do*
Time:6:01 pm.
Mood: exhausted.
...post a memory of me as a comment for this entry.
it can be anything you want

maybe your first, maybe your favorite

maybe you're last, maybe you're worst

(hopefully not you're worst)

then post this to your journal

and see what people remember of you.
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Wednesday, May 25th, 2005

Time:10:14 am.
Mood: awake.

Well this summer has been awesome so far!!

This past weekend was great.

SaTuRdAy: I went to Sarah Coughlins Bday party at Hanna Park. It was really overcast but it was fun anyways. That night I went back to Late Night at Celebration. I really love it. I will never leave my church but it's a fun thing to do on Saturday night. Afterwards Me, Sean, Wess, Amanda and a bunch of others all went out to eat at AppleBee's. Lets just say it was very interesting. Poor Sean..we poured salt into every drink he got...the waitress was cool with it but I felt bad for him but it was funny at the same time.

SuNdAy:I went to church and then Me, Sarah V, Nick, Rachel, Lindsey, Patrick, Lacey, Amber all headed down to Anastasia Beach for the day. Amber and Sarah's family have a condo so we were all invited for the day. Sarah and Amber get to stay there all week! Lucky! The beach was beauitful!! The waves were awesome! Perfect for surfing, and not a cloud in the sky. I got fried but it's a tan now.

MoNdAy: Was my first day of work. I love it up at the day camp. It's so much fun. I mean Im working with kids and I get paid to play with them all day. Mondays, Wednesdays and Fridays we go to the pool and I got pool duty. Which is great b/c it means more sun! I'll be super tan by the end of the summer. The only downside is that my lips are getting chapped from the sun, my back has blisters on it and my face is getting burnt (even with sunscreen) but oh well. I'm glad I'm working there.

TuEsDaY: Woke up, went to work and then came home and cleaned the house. Bout 8 I went to chick-fil-a and then to Lindseys. Came home and hung out here. Nothing too exciting.

I have court with Julie and Bekah next Wednesday b/c of my car accident. Nothing too big. I just wanna get it over with. I gotta take off work that day and I dont want to b/c it means less money on my paycheck. Oh well. Oh and my dad said he's getting me a debit card for the summer! Since I gotta pay for certain things (gas, Senior Pictures and other things) he thinks it would be best if I have a card and he said he will put money in it every week just to make sure I always have some. I'm pretty excited. Okay well...thats it for me!

<3

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Friday, May 20th, 2005

Time:9:39 am.
Mood: excited.

Okay well...Its offically SuMmEr TiMe!!! Here are my plans....

  • Start Work on Monday at the DayCamp. I work every day from 1-5.
  • June 1:Go to court for my accident
  • June 21: SeNiOr PiCtUrEs!!!
  • July 3-8: Middle School Camp Counsiler (sp)
  • July 24-29: Christ In Youth Conference

Okay well thats my summer all planned out. Of course there are the beach trips on the weekends, softball games on Thursday Nights, hanging out with "him" (hopefully) and of course hanging with the girls!! Okay...thats it! xoxo

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Saturday, May 14th, 2005

Subject:*hmmmmm*
Time:11:56 pm.
Mood: flirty.
Tonight was too perfect. I had the best time. *Sigh* I think I got a crush....
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Thursday, May 12th, 2005

Time:10:58 pm.

I am on cloud 9!!!!!!!

Tonight was GRAND!!

 

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Sunday, May 8th, 2005

Time:12:47 pm.
Mood: sad.

To my Mom-
I thought about you while driving home from church today. A familiar song came on the radio.  It was the one we used to sing when I was little. I started singing the lyrics and i remembered every one of them considering  I haven't heard it in years. Tears fell from my eyes and it never felt so good to cry. I am about to become a senior in high school. This summer I'm taking senior pictures and you wont be there to yell at me because my hair is "always in my face." I miss those times. On my drive home I wondered how it would be if you were still here. Would we still be as close as we were? Or would O drift apart from you and your teachings? I wonder how you pictured me when I grew up. Did you see me as a teacher, lawyer, writer. That I'll never know. I'll never know what dreams you had for me, or what you wanted me to do with my life.

When life is hard and the past 2 weeks have just been hell, I want you here to tell me what to do. All I want is you here to throw your arms around me and tell me everything will all work out. But you cant be here and you can't tell me what to do. I have never needed you more than now. And right now, having you in my heart and memory just doesn't cut it. I need you here...physically. I know that will never happen but its always fun to imagine if it did. I miss you more than ever today because today is mothers day. I hope today you can look down on me and smile and be proud of the women I have become. I love you.

 

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Friday, May 6th, 2005

Time:11:46 pm.

So the past 2 weeks have sucked majorly. Oh well I'll get over it I always do.

Im so ready to be a SeNiOr!!!!

I hate mothers day weekend. It eats at me. This is one weekend when I'm lookin foward to Monday comin.

Okay...Im tired. I'll update more in detail later!

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Tuesday, May 3rd, 2005

Subject:*Bored*
Time:4:35 pm.
Mood: sick.

Hey Guys. Nothing too exciting happened today. Algebra was boring..i fell asleep. Woodshop was alright. I finished my mothers day gift..considering I dont have a mother to give it to. I just wanted a good grade on it. Chemistry was pretty funny though. We told jokes all period and Mr. Arnold was laughin right along with us. Spanish was blah as usual. We had a quiz...Mrs. Harrell is driving me crazy! We have so many quizzes!! ahhhhh!!

Anyways..I feel like crap. I think I'm gettin strep again. I'm not sure though. My throat hurts like a mother and i have sinus pressure all in my head and ears. I think im going to go to the doctors sometime..maybe tomorrow. Im not sure.

I was going to go to the boys baseball game but Im not feelin too good. So im going to stay home and rest. GoOd LuCk BoYs!!!!

xoxo <3

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Saturday, April 30th, 2005

Time:8:12 am.
Ahhhh!! Kenny Chesney was SO AWESOME!!!!!

Me and Jessica Brisbane went and made cute lil shirts that said Hey Kenny (on the front) We think your tractor is sexy! (On the back) It was awesome!!So the night went like this...

Went to dicks wings and then we headed to the show. We entered to win some stuff w/ 107.3 but we didnt win. Oh well. We headed in bout 7:15 and We were sitting on the 22nd row in the middle and it starts off with Uncle Kracker. He was alright. We went and bought a shirt during him. Made it back in time for Gretchen Wilson (SHE WAS AWESOME!!) and then it was Kenny!! So Kenny had this curtain up and you couldnt see the stage. Just this big curtain. Well the curtain fell and there was a huge screen with him on it. The only thing wrong was we didnt see him on the stage. Just on the screen. So we look behind us and KENNY CHESNEY WAS ON A MOVING SWING GOING OVER THE MIDDLE PART OF THE CROWD!!!! RIGHT OVER OUR HEADS!!!!! It was AWESOME!!!! Omgosh me and Jess were screaming. If I stood on a chair I could have touched him. Oh man it was great!!! I got pics of it!! Ah it was great!

Anyways I called Bekah during some songs and Mary during Anything but mine. I hope yall could hear em!!

Okay I gotta be up EARLY tomorrow morning So im headin to bed!! Love Yall! I will updating pics soon! So check em out!!!

xoxoxo <3
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Friday, April 29th, 2005

Time:1:54 pm.
Mood: excited.
KeNnY cHeSnEy Is ToNiGhT!!!!!!
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Wednesday, April 27th, 2005

Time:12:23 pm.
Mood: bored.

I read this and I thought I would share it with you guys!!

*Tribute to Nice Girls!!*

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is an homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in the trenches, who have watched other girls time and time again fake up and make up and fuck up the guys in their lives without saying a word. This is for the girls who have been there from the beginning and have heard the trite words of advice, from "there are plenty of fish in the sea," to "time heals all wounds." This is to honor those girls who know that guys are just as scared as they are, who know that they deserve better, who are seeking to find it.

This is for the girls who have never been in love, but know that it's an experience that they don't want to miss out on. For the girls who have sought a night with friends and been greeted by a night of catcalling, rude comments and explicit invitations that they'd rather not have experienced. This is for the girls who have spent their weekends sitting on the sidelines of a beer pong tournament or a case race, or playing Florence Nightingale for a vomiting guy friend or a comatose crush, who have received a drunk phone call just before dawn from someone who doesn't care enough to invite them over but is still willing to pass out in their bed. This is for the girls who have left sad song lyrics in their away messages, who have tried to make someone understand through a subliminally appealing profile, who have time and time again dropped their male friend hint after hint after hint only to watch him chase after the first blonde girl in a skirt. This is for the girls who have been told that they're too good or too smart or too pretty, who have been given compliments as a way of breaking off a relationship, who have ever been told they are only wanted as a friend.

This one's for the girls who you can take home to mom, but won't because it's easier to sleep with a whore than foster a relationship; this is for the girls who have been led on by words and kisses and touches, all of which were either only true for the moment, or never real to begin with. This is for the girls who have allowed a guy into their head and heart and bed, only to discover that he's just not ready, he's just not over her, he's just not looking to be tied down; this is for the girls who believe the excuses because it's easier to believe that it's not that they don't want you, it's that they don't want anyone. This is for the girls who have had their hearts broken and their hopes dashed by someone too cavalier to have cared in the first place; this is for the nights spent dissecting every word and syllable and inflection in his speech, for the nights when you've returned home alone, for the nights when you've seen from across the room him leaning a little too close, or standing a little too near, or talking a little too softly for the girl he's with to be a random hookup. This is for the girls who have endured party after party in his presence, finally having realized that it wasn't that he didn't want a relationship: it was that he didn't want you. I honor you for the night his dog died or his grandmother died or his little brother crashed his car and you held him, thinking that if you only comforted him just right, or said the right words, or rubbed his back in the right way then perhaps he'd realize what it was that he already had. This is for the night you realized that it would never happen, and the sunrise you saw the next morning after failing to sleep.

This is for the "I really like you, so let's still be friends" comment after you read more into a situation than he ever intended; this is for never realizing that when you choose friends, you seldom choose those which make you cry yourself to sleep. This is for the hugs you've received from your female friends, for the nights they've reassured you that you are beautiful and intelligent and amazing and loyal and truly worthy of a great guy; this is for the despair you all felt as you sat in the aftermath of your tears, knowing that that night the only companionship you'd have was with a pillow and your teddy bear. This is for the girls who have been used and abused, who have endured what he was giving because at least he was giving something; this is for the stupidity of the nights we've believed that something was better than nothing, though his something was nothing we'd have ever wanted. This is for the girls who have been satisified with too little and who have learned never to expect anything more: for the girls who don't think that they deserve more, because they've been conditioned for so long to accept the scraps thrown to them by guys.

This is what I don't understand. Men sit and question and whine that girls are only attracted to the mean guys, the guys who berate them and belittle them and don't appreciate them and don't want them; who use them for sex and think of little else than where their next conquest will be made. Men complain that they never meet nice girls, girls who are genuinely interested and compelling, who are intelligent and sweet and smart and beautiful; men despair that no good women want to share in their lives, that girls play mindgames, that girls love to keep them hanging. Yet, men, I ask you: were you to meet one of these genuinely interested, thrillingly compelling, interesting and intelligent and sweet and beautiful and smart girls, were you to give her your number and wait for her to call... and if you were to receive a call from her the next day and she, in her truthful, loyal, intelligent and straightforward nice girl fashion, were to tell you that she finds you intriguing and attractive and interesting and worth her time and perhaps material from which she could fashion a boyfriend, would you or would you not immediately call your friends to tell them of the "stalker chick" you'd met the night prior, who called you and wore her heart on her sleeve and told the truth? And would you, or would you not, refuse to make plans with her, speak with her, see her again, and once again return to the bar or club or party scene and search once more for this "nice girl" who you just cannot seem to find? Because therein lies the truth, guys: we nice girls are everywhere. But you're not looking for a nice girl. You're not looking for someone genuinely interested in your intermural basketball game, or your anatomy midterm grade, or that argument you keep having with your father; you're looking for a quick fix, a night when you can pretend to have a connection with another human being which is just as disposable as the condom you were using during it.

So don't say you're on the lookout for nice girls, guys, when you pass us up on every step you take. Sometimes we go undercover; sometimes we go in disguise: sometimes when that girl in the low cut shirt or the too tight miniskirt won't answer your catcalls, sometimes you're looking at a nice girl in whore's clothing - - we might say we like the attention, we might blush and giggle and turn back to our friends, but we're all thinking the same thing: "This isn't me. Tomorrow morning, I'll be wearing a teeshirt and flannel shorts, I'll have slept alone and I'll be making my hungover best friend breakfast. See through the disguise. See me." You never do. Why? Because you only see the exterior, you only see the slutty girl who welcomes those advances. You don't want the nice girl.. so don't say you're looking for a relationship: relationships take time and energy and intent, three things we're willing to extend - - but in return, we're looking for compassion and loyalty and trust, three things you never seem willing to express. Maybe nice guys finish last, but in the race they're running they're chasing after the whores and the sluts and the easy-targets... the nice girls are waiting at the finish line with water and towels and a congradulatory hug (and yes, if she's a nice girl and she likes you, the sweatiness probably won't matter), hoping against hope that maybe you'll realize that they're the ones that you want at the end of that silly race.

So maybe it won't last forever. Maybe some of those guys in that race will turn in their running shoes and make their way to the concession stand where we're waiting; however, until that happens, we still have each other, that silly race to watch, and all the chocolate we can eat (because what's a concession stand at a race without some chocolate?)

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